Tum kaha ho

Ye jo tum kisi ghumnaam gali mei baithe ho
Kya khud se bhaag rahe ho??

Kuch apni sunao
Kuch mujhe suno

Yu baithi hu kabse
Mujhse
Mujhse mukammal karao

Kitne rang samet k baithe ho
Par fir bhi kaala hai sab kuch
Kisi kalakaar ka intezaar aakhir kyu
Khud apne rang se
Khudko rang lo tum

Anjaan ho mujhse yaa saazish hai sab kuch
Kaii jawab hai mann mei
Bas
Sawalo ki hai khwahish 

Vishwaas

Hai mukammal sa sab kuch                                                                                                              Par fir bhi justaju hai kisi aks ki                                                                                                                               
Pyaar hai ……                                                                                                                                               jazbaat hai ……                                                                                                                             Dildaar hai …….                                                                                                                                          Pyaar hai jazbaat hai dildaar hai par vo kya hai                                                                                  Jiski aarzo hai abhi bhi
Kahi vo kuch aisa toh nahi                                                                                                                    K Jiske bina bematlab sa hai sab kuch?                                                                                              Kahi vo kuch aisa toh nahi                                                                                                                                                   
 K  jisey pane k liye taa umar lutana padta hai sab kuch?
Kahi vo vishwaas toh nahi???
Jo insaaan ko katputli banaye                                                                                                                                             vo dorr hai vishwas
Jo sammaan se lekar murdabaad tak ko janm de                                                                                                                            vo janani hai vishwaas
Jo chand ko mukammal karne ka hausla de                                                                                                                       vo keertimaan hai vishwaas
Jo Sarhad pe ladte hue jawan ko himmat de                                                                                                                   vo aushadhi hai vishwaas
Jo mit ti hai tumhari bhook aaj                                                                                                                                                         toh hai vo uss kisaan ka vishwaas
Sannate ko cheerti hui jo shor ko samhale                                                                                                                                                     vo safar hai vishwaas
Durr sheher mei reh kar bhi jo rishto ka dhyan rakhe                                                                                                              vo pehredaar hai vishwaas
Block se unblock tak k safar mei jo tumhara saath de                                                                                                         vo saathi hai uss aashiq ka vishwaas
Jisey haasil karne mei duniya bhar ki uljhano ka saamna karna pade                                                                                     vo Oscar hai vishwaas
Kabhi chattano sa sakht…..                                                                                                                                                    kabhi reit sa mulayam….                                                                                                                                               Kabhi ta umar humsafar…..                                                                                                                                                     toh kabhi bas pal do pal ka raahgir
Vo chidiya hai vishwaas…..                                                                                                                                                       vo chidiya hai vishwaas ……..

Kuch bhi nahi

Sab kuch hote hue bhi
Kuch bhi nahi....

Nikal toh gaye ho tum zehen se
Par fir bhi naa jane ye ehsaas kyu

Dooriyan hai ab darmiyaa sada k liye
Na jane uss ek ishaare ka intezaar kyu

Ho tum bhi manzilo ki chah mei
Hu mai bhi apni zindagi mei mashroof

Magar ab bhi mai thehri hui si hu... Kyu!

Kuch sawal hai khud se
Kuch sawal hai khud k liye
Kuch jawab hai ab bhi lafzo ki talaash mei

Khud ko paakar bhi ye gumshudgi.. Aakhir kyu!

Sapne hai,
Waqt hai,
Shikhar ki talash bhi hai,

Par sab kuch hote hue bhi
Aisa kyu hai

K kuch bhi nahi!

Main mujhme mukkamal aakhir kyu nahi...

Iss ulfat k gard ki tishnagi bhi nayaab hai !!

Sab kuch hote hue bhi kuch bhi nahi.

Dear best friend

Your presence was my solace
Your absence made me fretful
Your infantile deeds made me gladden
But I was in cognizant that you're the one

When I was broken
Diety delivered an ally for me

Holy crap!!!!

Full of high non senscial feat
Chemistry lab meant amusement park to him
Physics lab witnessed a hidden yet known artist in him

He sat with me
He wandered with me
He bunked classes with me

I owe to him ,
My first bunk...
I over to him,
My widest smile...

He praises my dreams
He understands my unspoken words
He accepts me as i am
And loves me from the bottom of his heart

While everyone thought i was sleeping at the last bench
Only he could see me weeping

We tease - we quarrel -we fight
We argue over his long hairs
And I too love him maybe not as much as he does

From day to noon at school
From dawn to night whereever we would be
Our endless chats has no pause

He would sleep in between our talks
Giving me the reason to fight with him the next day

He would walk with me till the school bus starts to leave
He would carry my bag sometimes

He gets angry when we couldn't talk for few days

How presence makes me giggle
Makes me feel better
And I.....

the fouR quadrants

Her four quadrants 😘😘😘
Everything seemed soo unpredictable, beautiful,exciting,  adventurous, marvelous when she got her four quadrants....
There was positivity n happiness all around when she got her four quadrants....
Yes... They belonged to her..
They meant the whole world to her...
They.......
the four quadrants of heR heaRT ♥ ♥ ♥

Here comes the first...
From 17 years since she had entered the world... He was with her.... They had seen each other since the day she was born.... He was her family... Her friend... Her half boyfriend.... Whose prime dialogue was...
Shhh you're not allowed to make another bestie except me.. No one could love you more than I do....

The second one... They were  classmates... Class 5 gals..
She admired her a lot... According to her,she was a perfect girl....chhoti.... The perfectionist.😇... Damn beautiful... Karate gal...Aimed high.... clear in her thoughts... She was a complete package....She was an inspiration to her.... They...
Sisters from different mothers....
They both had planned everything...
Everything as in what are they going to do at each other's wedding 😂😂
She didn't had much friends because she is rare... And she deserves rare...

The third quadrant.... The bold lady for the world but only a few knew that she was a broken person... She needed someone to speak to... To get blasted.... And the blast of her words.... Created an unimaginative strong bond between them ....

And it's high time to introduce the forth quadrant that makes her heart complete....
She is unable to describe their bond...
Since three years...
He was her so called bestie...
He was her half boyfriend...
She used to scold him a lot and their fights... Had only two reasons which was known to them....But still their bond was unbreakable... Soo pure soo elegant soo childish..
They both had dreams...
Dreams of winning the world...
Dreams to have much awaited holidays together...

One day she was thinking.... How her life would have been without her four quadrants.. .
And finally one day she got her answer...

Without those four quadrants....Her heart was incomplete.... And with an incomplete heart.... LIFE wouldn't have been LIVE...

Last ball of the first innings....

The last day,....

Planning started over a week.....
We'll do this.....
We'll do that....
We'll enjoy every single moment.....
We'll grab every single drop of fun....
We'll make all the memories go alive.....

Sounds like there might be a festival.... There might be some celebration.... There might be a special day....

Yes....indeed....
It was their day....
Their LAST DAY.....

The day started but ended sooo soon....

Smiling faces....
Hiding their sorrow....
Each face had its own story....had its own memories....
Their eyes...... Looking all around with a hope to collect each an every view....view of the places.... We made our so called family... Our friends....The benches who witnessed their crush's name..... The place that witnessed a lot of heart breaks... And the beginning of several new love stories.....

The classroom wall... The biggest example of our creativity.... God knows how many times it became the victim of water splash 💦...How many things we had written on it... Be it about teachers or our gang members....

The lunchbox.... Finished up by everyone expect it's owner.....

The endless nuisance in the classroom....
The corridor was the adda of love birds.....
Morning assembly was the worst intolerable thing....
Indeed it was the best place for the "gossip bees "😂

And if it's the picnic day....
We were not going to listen to anyone....

The massive group bunk on Fridays....
The massive class bunk during school functions...
The massive argument during preparation out any proposed function.....

The last.... Seemed sooo quite.....
Eyes were wet.....
Heart was melting....
Some who never wanted... But ended up crying....
And some who were desperate to.... Couldn't.....

I can very well relate our condition to Sachin Tendulkar's retirement speech....
""life between the 4 walls from the past 12 years has now.....
Come to an end "

Words..... Hurts the mOst!!!

The tale started with "hii"...
The tale moved on with " can I have your no?? "
The tale carried on further with "you're the best thing happened to me ☺☺☺😊"
And....

The tale ended up with "I hate you "

Mere combinations of the 26 alphabets.... But imparts a deep... Very deep print on every one's mind n soul....

Sometimes they cheer me up... Sometimes they make me think about something twice... Sometimes they Make me feel special... And sometimes they are big enough to..... To make me feel unwanted.....

I wondered... The biggest sword... The words..... Words... Explain what we feel... Words explain what you want....

But sometimes... The words come out... Come out as a result of anger... And as a result of that result.... All left is..... Broken bonds....

For everyone damn one.... For an introvert n an extrovert both.... For a teenage n a middle aged one.....

Words are the biggest game... You lose people if you spoke harsh u'll lose.... And if you don't...
There is no surety you'll have then either!