The one unspoken......
How many times I had to convey an apology..... How many times I wished I could have said the unspoken.... Those words which would be mere alphabets for the whole entity but for the person whom I wanted to speak to...... those words meant the whole universe.....
I regreted over my cowardness every time.... But on every next try.... I ended up doing the same.... I wish the whole world would stand still.... We could talk face to face... We could wave off face to face......
I Have no idea about the pain... The scars on your heart made by my unspoken words..... Your desire to listen to them.... Your eagerness to feel those words....
Sometimes... I feel pity over myself for making you feel so bad.. Sometimes I hate myself for making your efforts only one sided...
But then I end up thinking..... Am I the one who's over thinking?????
Am I the only one who's feeling this holy shit?????
Is this all single sided!!!!
How many times I had to convey an apology..... How many times I wished I could have said the unspoken.... Those words which would be mere alphabets for the whole entity but for the person whom I wanted to speak to...... those words meant the whole universe.....
I regreted over my cowardness every time.... But on every next try.... I ended up doing the same.... I wish the whole world would stand still.... We could talk face to face... We could wave off face to face......
I Have no idea about the pain... The scars on your heart made by my unspoken words..... Your desire to listen to them.... Your eagerness to feel those words....
Sometimes... I feel pity over myself for making you feel so bad.. Sometimes I hate myself for making your efforts only one sided...
But then I end up thinking..... Am I the one who's over thinking?????
Am I the only one who's feeling this holy shit?????
Is this all single sided!!!!
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